i am listening to *afraid of nancy* alice cooper's "i'm eighteen". lol jk nancy. but yes, if i were eighteen....ah. i know i would miss being 16, but it is lame most of the time and i hardly get to do anything but go to school and come home and eat and sleep.... i do get alot of time with Alex, so i can't complain too awful much....
speaking of my angel, it is about 1:15 a.m. and he decides to call me!! YAY!!! *sighs* i love that boy with all my heart.....i know he loves me too, but i haven't done anything to deserve this degree of good luck...but i give all credit to the man upstairs lol. if not for him, i would have nothing, and i know that. but he is at his sister Samantha's and his brother in law Derek's house this weekend. Those two are soooooooooooooo AWESOME. I want mine and Alex's relationship to turn out like theirs. Derek is 20 and Samantha is 19, and they have the cutestest baby girl in the whole wide world, her name is Elektra. ( i know, it is an amazing baby name isn't it?)I hope my child turns out half as cool as that one is.... They are so lucky. I feel lonely when i hardly ever get to see him on the weekends though....i wish that i could just go with him one time, so i wouldnt have to sit here and miss him....at least now they have a cell phone, they didn't used to even have that....but yeah, he is supposed to get home tomorrow, if not sunday, which is the most likely, because his dad likes to stay at his girlfriend's all weekend. but i guess it is better for alex to not be stuck in that stupid little apartment by himself all weekend. i just miss him to pieces. it is hard to think that i will probably have to go a whole day without hearing his voice. that might sound weird, but i don't care. He means the world to me. By the way, I am in a writing mood tonight(this morning, whatever...)if you haven't noticed. Yeah.... Well today, I borrowed Slash's biography from my friend Andrew. It is really, really good so far.Slash is the lead guitarist for one of my all-time favorite bands, Guns 'n' Roses. I really love them, and Slash's life is really interesting and inspiring. So finishing that is my goal for this weekend...Next weekend, I am going to try and have one of my best girlfriends over. Her name is Kimberly. Her pet name is CiCi. It is because when we had Latin together, her latin name was Caecilia. My pet name is Vivi. My latin name was Vera. The "v' is pronounced as a "w" because the latin language utilizes v's as u's. Cool, huh? The thursday before Valentine's day is mine and Alex's 9 month anniversary! Almost a year....my, how time flies. I guess i will always miss the early days when kisses and holding hands were new things, and when we danced at my sweet 16. Those were the days......and i love him even more now if such an outrageous amount of love is even possible, and it is, because i love him a millions billions infinity forever and eeevvveerr. Those ExtenZe commercials are getting on my last flippin nerves.......EWW! "Iron Man" by Black Sabbath is playing now....*still afraid of Nancy* Just kidding Nancy, you are about a million different levels of awesome and you seem like an amazing mom and wife, and I hope I can be good at crafts like you one day! Hee hee. My mother has more of the crafting genes though, i lose patience too easily. Well, it has been fun, but ima get offa here and go do something else...I am getting carpal tunnel cramps. Peace out errybody.
byee
sarawr
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My future baby's name is Skye.
ReplyDeleteAlthough i would much rather have a boy, and his name will be Tristan. :3